I'm having a hard time holding it together lately. These pass few weeks I can't help but notice how much shallowness and stupidity comes my way, and it's making me miserable.
I've been contemplating giving up certain things. Particularly drawing, since I've had all of my expectations of it crushed and thrown away, and my enthusiasm is all but gone. I realize that my giving up drawing, or at least doing it as often as I've been accustomed to, isn't going to make much of an impact, since I'm pretty dime-a-dozen, and there's plenty of people who can do what I can a whole lot better than I can. It's sad, but true.
As for other things, I'm most interested in making money, but not through selling fanart or hooter pics...but admittedly still something I don't enjoy doing much. In the very least, it doesn't make me feel unappreciated or untalented, and that's good for the old Zacharoo's self esteem.
So yeah, I'm taking a break. A long break. It's not like I can do anything at the moment anyways. Have fun praising sub-par fanart and "artistic nudity" over things that actually deserve it while I'm gone, okay? Peace out, homebodies.

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I actually think it's 150% more entertaining than the actual movie was.

That's how I feel right now. AWESOME. I hauled ass through a combination of brambles and snow, falling down a few times, slightly injuring my right hand(not a big deal. It's one of those annoying ones where you keep feeling it even though it's the most pathetic skin breach ever), and then running like an imbecile through a crowded parking lot(If I need to, I can run like Captain Falcon, swear to god), but I feel so AWESOME right now.

AWWWWWWWWWWESOOOOOOOOOOMMMMME........

Updating, that's all. Nothing new going on. Oh yeah, TMNT movie, gonna see it.

I'm not allowed to be unhappy. Not the least bit. Despite being told that my methods and beliefs are stupid, doing a ton of work I've yet to be paid for, and having seemingly endless bad luck, I'm not allowed to be the least bit glum about things. Not at all. I'm a pessimist for being disappointed and I'm a gullable idiot any time I try to look on the bright side of things. No matter what I do, I just disappoint people. Like you, the person who ignored the title of this journal. I'm sure I did.

Have a good one folks!....Well you caught me...I'm really only updating because I'm tired of reading about the heater and my big, clumsy caboose.

If there's one thing sadder than having to spend today alone, it's having hundreds of people telling you how sad that is. Seriously, I've spent the last 21 occurances of it alone, and I really don't feel sad at all. Maybe I'm just insensitive or too apathetic, but there's definately worse things to be, so buck up, okay? Things'll work out.

Seriously, who wants a venerial disease anyway?

Wha.....?

The new heater at work scares the HELL out of me. It's seriously like a little jet engine(it even says it can use jet fuel to operate. YES, IT USES FUEL AND ELECTRICITY), and I can't help but think that flimsy metal cap will fall off and it'll instantly incinerate anything in front of it. I can't walk by it without starting to sweat. That's how hot it is.

...Also, I think I have a fat ass. No, I'm not fat or anything, but lately I can't turn around without bumping into anything...Maybe I'm just clumsy...

Oficially, I'm a downer. An unpleasent person to be around. I'm not nice or considerate. I reek of negetivity, and most people seem to get the impression that I loathe them.

People are welcome to their opinions, I guess.

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Yes, it seems that living my dream of being a professional artist just isn't gonna cut it. I'm in debt up to my ears, and the meager fees I charge for commissions is never going to make the +$10000 I owe that scam college go away, so I'll be ceasing almost all drawing activity in order to find more suitable employment for debt-destined failures like me...like working at a gas station. Why is it that everyone sets me up to be a devastating disappointment of humanity?

Yeah, Merry Fucking Christmas.

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Somebody actually thought I was worth a subscription...I can't imagine who it was, though.
What else do I have to talk about.....OH YEAH. NOTHING. What a thrilling life I lead, huh? XD

Oh yeah. I'm leaving this link to the SSBB trailer up, as it is currently my ONLY REASON FOR LIVING.

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....and I love it ever so much!

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I really need to stop watching the new SSBB trailer. It's getting me too excited...

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......Okay just ONE more time......XD

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Yeah, have a good night everyone. Be safe; be responsible. As for me, I'll probably play Viewtiful Joe while I'm on candy duty.....and steal all the Peanut Butter Cups out of the bowl.....Heh. Anyways, I found an old relic of mine and threw it in the scraps for ya'll. Happy Halloween everyone!

....YES, I'M ALIVE.

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Yup. Because I really have nothing better to do, other than brag about the fact that I finally played more than 1000 matches of SSBM, the majority of which(more than half) I won. Enjoy my loserness, people! XD

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